whatever !

I dont think i am going to be truly to myself ! anymore because i cant find myself in me ! friend can't be trusted because a problem that is causes by friendship that hurt me more than ever ! family cant be myself because even i am myself it will be seal away like a lock ! only god i can trust but i need a phyic thing not mental ! i need somebody to trust and i will never trust a person whom betray me before or whatsoever never going to trust even they begged or what they hurt me once ! they will pay with me not saying the true thing i will never call my mummy like before ! no more ! I NOT LIKE MY FATHER ! FUCKING THING I AM ME AND YOU THINK I AM LIKE MY FATHER THEN I AM F...KING SORRY THAT YOU AND HIM HAD SEX AND GAVE BIRTH OF ME !